my life
sitting here all alone
in my head
everybody rushing around
getting ready
going for walks
to the shops
just coming and going

still i sit and watch
imprisoned in my own mind
fearful scared
of what
i have no clue

no one seems to notice me
still sitting there
its become normality
for everyone

thoughts and images
filter through my mind
of how i want my life to be
its like watching a movie
or someone else s life 
i try to grab at each and every image
to slow
they elude my grasp

still i sit and watch
a tear escapes the confines of my eye
i am  fearful
i will start to sob
quickly i run from the room

now i am  still sitting
just another room
with wet face and tired eyes
this is my prison and my life